High and Low

if my moods cud be plotted they'd form a beautiful sinusoid...perfect oscillation

Morning
woke up at arnd 8 to find myself half naked in the terrace recievin a nice tan frm the sun that never shows any sign of relentin. "how in bloody hell did i get here"- i asked myself. pardon me but i usually suffer amnesia(mostly when she's somewhere in the vicinity)..hey don let ur imaginations run wild, on this day she was a gud distance away frm me. well i managed to organize my thought process ,then i remembered the incident last night..how can i frget all those drunk incoherent ranting and behavior that wud put even the most bold and outrageous person to shame, well thats exactly wat happened after things got sober ofcourse..hey folks not again, iam incapable of such insanities twas jus someone i know. last night's bad mood returned, i promised that this guy wud have hell to pay and i wud ensure that he felt the worst in his life for the ruckus.. dint talk to th guy even after he apologised to me, thought i wud give him the silent treatment and dint bother seein the guy, so wid the same bad mood i decide to go to "Parineeta" (ppl hu know me wud hav guessed how desperate i was to get away frm college,cos i seldom watch bollywood movies and feel they're a waste of time)

Afternoon
well things started lookin up.. the decision to go watch "Parineeta" was rewarded as i was able to take my mind off college.. the movie was gud, the actin superb and gosh! vidya balan, she's got the most expressive eyes..not many dialogues but u cud identify her emotions jus by one luk at her eyes, in contrast diya mirza's acting was as phoney and superficial as it cud get. sanjay dutt wid another top notch performance, last but not the least saif as cool as ever..the dude's been my favorite since khnh. i completely identified with his character, unable to spit or swallow the love he has for her and finally in a moment of passion they both come together, hope somethin like that happens to me, but first... we have to exchange our first words with each other[;)]
so here we were bak in college, discussin the finer points of the movie and i spent a gud part of the rest of the afternoon sleepin dreamin abt parineeta for a change

Evenin
embarked upon my routine quest for havin a body like adonis...feels like on a wild goose chase,but there are a lot of inspirational characters hu hav made me realize that all it needs is commitment. In between all this, i saw her by the canteen. she dint even bother to glance at this lowly creature..felt crestfallen and started blamin myself.. wait till u hear my reasons for her not noticin me. took out my anguish on the weights..and then went to the grnd and watched my mates slug it out in the football field..i marveled at the way both cricket and football were goin in tandem on the same grnd, the guys somehow made sure they dint hinder the other. my anguish seemed to subside a little(but that was just an illusion). Played badminton for a quite a while, hit the shuttle with such fury that we had to replace 2 shuttles, finally felt enervated and hit the shower and was feelin so better....

Night
decided to head straight to bed after dinner, but dinner proved out to be a long and drawn out affair. i had to go frm person to person beggin for change cos the damn counter guy dint have any change, feelin hungry and sleepy i swore under my breath and finally managed to procure some change and had a measly meal and most important of all somethin to drink.. after an eternity got bak to the room, and here iam writin this post
now iam feelin better and a little excited at the prospect of spendin another night in da terrace, wat with all the chattin and star gazin..... truly fulfillin